I’m Back!

Yoyoyo people! I’m back! Haha sorry for the very very very very very……… DEAD blog! Haha

well to start of my blog, just wanna say that my lives is different from before… Like Mr G.P.E. always “don’t know? Don’t care!” haha… Well i still care but will just put it at the back of my head for now…

Alot of things have been happening lately… I have finally stepped down in band… Haha won’t elaborate on enchanting moments coz i too lazy to elaborate… C’mon its like what, 8:07 in the morning…. Haiz…. ANYWAYS… Had enchanting moments then got speech day… Blah blah blah…

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Okay i lazy type le… Later will update again…. Haha

On the phone again

Now that you cant make it to my bday outing is making me feel the lowest… Cant do anything now… If cant make it then its fine but at least just talk to me… Please? Why i asking u here in my blog… As if u would come here to read…

Sorry

Sorry ppl for the lag in updates… Using the phone to blog haha…. Its been close to 4 months since i talked to him… Now try oh so hard to contact him but failed… Why? Why is he like this? Why wont he pick up my calls?… Its the new year… Still he hvnt talk to me… On the last night of 2009, when i couldnt contact him, i was very sad… Sad until tears start dropping… Oh the pain… Pain of losing the person who have been there to help you… Be kind to you… And all the other good deeds he have done for you… Sad is not the right word to describe the feelings that is going through my mind…

Using my phone to blog

Hey people! Now using my phone to do everything in cyber space… Anyways wanted to tell you guys that my bday party is cancelled due to some reason… K i gtg now… Ciao

Birthday

Hey guys! I’m throwing my Birthday Party on the 9th of January 2010 to celebrate my 17th birthday… will send invites soo don’t worry haha… of course if u don’t get the invites and u wanna go, just tell me… its not that i do not want you to go, its maybe i forgotten about you, coz i got lots of friends, or i really don’t want you to come…. haha…. ciao…

bad

sorry for not updating… in my friends place using the com now… haha… during the camp… i wanted to talk to him but couldn’t so gave him something instead…. well thats all cant type soo much… my friend is just beside me… haha
ciao

bored and dead

hey people! now its 6:20 AM!!! lol… im in school sc room… i was suppose to go back to my aunts house… but i wanted to stay… haha… watched PA yesterday… quite okay la… btw PA stands for Parnormal Activities… okay i wanna go liao… haha… and OF COURSE IM TIRED!!!! haha….

quicky

sorry for not updating… my sis caught me using her lappy and now she put password…. now using my bro Mac quietly.. haha…. well i gtg now… shall update on recent event ASAP

moving on with life is hard

its really hard for me to move on… especially like this… in a state wher question marks and pen-knifes start appearing on my head… this is the 1st time im emo until like this…. seriously… i dont know what to do… he never respond to me… now im starting to regret stopping them to do the dare on me… well tonight i think i wanna sleep… coz im tired… well i shall stop here for now… good night… =’|

low in self-esteem

these past few days my self-esteem has shrunk from this big [                                                    ] to this big [          ] the reasons are quite obvious really… the friendship which i cherish alot is now gone… and without any reason too… maybe there is, but the problem is that i have no idea what it is… now i’m having problems… not being to bond with my family, not being able to enjoy the time spent with my peers and clicks… not being able to enjoy life… i know that its only a small thing… but really… for me, loosing a friend without any explanation is not what i can accept. Its hard to comfort me when one lose a friend that he cherish their friendship alot… shall end here for now…